I bought a computer the other day. I'm kicking myself a little for it now, because that was my savings and i am going to be unemployed in another week.It's a sweet machine, though. Fast processor, lots of RAM, DVD player, etc etc... I'm running NT Server on it at the moment. Nothing else on it, currently, as i haven't had time to power the thing up once I got it home this week.
i still have another $1500 to spend, mostly on a kickass monitor. the rest will go towards network hardware and a table to put this on. I justify this by saying that I need it to work on, it's an investment in my freelancing career that will pay off, eventually.
I realize now how diminished I have become, how much of me has been whittled away.I am still deciding how much is safe for me to reveal.
And still, there is this: across the street from Madstop, there are crocuses blooming, even though I see them only at night. Azelas are blooming, as well.It is springtime, and it is right and fitting that all new roads begin now. It is only fair that from here on out, everything changes.
It's time to begin to live fearless.
outside: dark, yep
doing: waiting for ZC
link: lesbian gardeners
