Did you know there have been linguistic studies written about bathroom graffiti? No shit. They found that men then to be, um, kinda crude and disgusting on bathroom walls, while women have conversations on bathroom walls.Reflects what men and women see bathrooms as representing to their lives. Or something.
I'm feeling....frustrated. blocked. Nobody's home, not even my roommate. It's drizzling out, i want to go out but I don't want to get wet.
I was central, I had control, I lost my head, i need this, i need this; paperweight, junk garage, winner ring, honeypodge--hot light, wanted ad, crazy what you could have had.
It's almost one. I think i'll take myself upstairs to see what I can make of myself.
*** Message (#45) from ZC at 12:38 PM ***
>Worship Kris! Don't be like Kris but LOVE her! Cherish her!
>Make her warm!!! :)
Am I being too picky?I mean, okay, I decided about a year ago that I never wanted to be in a relationship that involved a male in any way, shape, or form again. And I look around at my friends and all the bi poly girls I sorta know who are involved with guys but sleep with women, and I'm starting to suspect I'm missing out.
But I know myself, and I know that in a poly relationship everyone is involved with each other, no matter if they're sleeping with each other or not. It is impossible to avoid becoming entangled with your lover's lovers, either positively or negatively--at least it is for me. (YMMV.)
And, well, men and I just don't work all that well in relationships with one another, for various reasons. I hate to perpetuate the stereotypes, but...men tend not to be as sensitive to other people's moods as women. Remember the line in Bound, the one where the Corky character says, "That's what i hate about dating women. All the fucking mindreading." The mindreading is a big plus, in my book.
Ah, i'm just bitching again. I'll get laid again, someday, I know it. (That's me, the eternal optimist.)
Corky: What are you doing?
Violet: Isn't it obvious? I'm trying to seduce you.
Corky: Why?
Violet: Because I want... to. I've wanted to ever since I saw you that day in the elevator. I know you don't believe me, but I can prove it to you. You can't believe what you see. But you can believe... what you feel. I've been thinking about you all day.—from Bound
outside: kinda drizzly. bleah.
doing: cleaning and cooking
to do: stock up on sleep
words: The Square Foot Garden
heavy rotation: Gordon Barenaked Ladies
link: IMDB
energy level (out of ten): 4
dream: In a tent with a number of other people. A redhead is sitting in front of me, and I lean forward and cup her breasts in my hands. She purrs and tells me she likes that. It's dark and her head is turned so I can see her face in dim profile.
