the new zero
  April 12th: please no! dogs on grass!


(Today's title is courtesy my neighbors down the street, who have a sign with that text on it on their lawn. I do not think this means what they think it means.)

It's true, what they say, You do get used to it. After only a week, i am used to it, mostly.

But right now i have a headache and my nose is stuffy; i am coming to the conclusion that i'm coming down with a cold and rebelling against it, hard. I don't have the luxury of illness right now; I have weights to lift, tall buildings to leap, strawberries to buy, and a date on Saturday.

I know that part of this is my own folly; i took the wrong bus and got lost in West Seattle yesterday, and ended up walking about three miles to find the house i was going to. It was a pleasant enough walk, but i was already flagging; I should have conserved my strength and waited for the right bus.

I also keep wanting to cut my hair off again. it's been about ten years since it was last short, and I think it would be sort of fun to have a head full of wildly uncontrollable curls. I'm afraid that I'd look like my mom, though. That's not a bad thing, certainly, but I'm 24 and i'm not ready to look 40.

Perhaps later. Perhaps i'll get a wild hair and cut it off a week before my cousin's wedding, and have nobody at all recognize me.


"Can you see the schedule okay?"

"yeah, sorry. I was just trying to remember which bus i needed to take."

"Where are you going?"

"Ummm...West Seattle. Near the water. Oh, that's not very helpful, is it? I'll know it when i see it."

"Do you know the street names? What about landmarks?"

"I know I have to get off on California. There's a slope on the corner--i think it goes up to a church."

"No cross street?"

"Nope." I smile weakly. No, i'm not a crazy girl. I just ran out of the house without bothering to look at the address of the house I was going to.

She was very helpful. I still ended up taking the wrong bus.


It was Hanford, by the way. Nuclear Power Street.


Spring is finally really here--it was in the high 60's here yesterday, the sky was blue, the birds were singing. It's about time! today's a bit chillier, but the rest of the week promises to be really nice.

Of course, the nicer weather has pointed out my need to purchase sunglasses and sunscreen. ow.

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red rain is pouring down, pouring down all over me...

—Peter Gabriel, Red Rain

outside: almost nice
doing: worked out today. owie.
to do: take the initiative at work
words: Talk Dirty To Me
heavy rotation: Soundtrack to 32 Short Films about Glenn Gould, Peter Gabriel, So
link: Tarin has new content
energy level (out of ten): 6
dream: I am a bird in a cage, attached to a conveyance of some sort. The cage sways, and the bars are burned across my vision.


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