January 2000

 4—the oughts: a new century and an old critter
 6—sixteen parts: a complicated friendship
11—the terrible little maybe: the story of falling in love
20—a thousand days: the ocean
26—in time and in paradise: a fight, good stuff
31—sunday morning: little rituals, new poem

December 1999

 1—police state (tear gas and lattes): riot gear
 3—living in a Transmetropolitan issue: new poems
 7—mass quantities of curling ribbon: Christmas preparations
 8—the thunder of startled wings: publishing, beach poetry
 9—the pivot point of the year: weird dream, outside of time
10—it's all one altered state: dreams, poem
13—a mirage of imminent danger: the real me
14—dear mr. x: walking away, the naming of names
17—the tangerines of my childhood: Bonsai Oaks, prickly girls
18—Bitchy Longstocking: halloween picture, voice
20—life surrounded by love: symbolism, survey
28—but I can still read what you're thinking: holidays, geek stuff
30—the bath of life: geographic, poem
31—resolutions: just what it says

 2—happy new year: Samhain, happiness, car, poem
 4—lockdown lifted: mad gunman on the loose
 5—a nutjob with an exit plan: the day after
 8—Glory Hodgett fell through the ice: story start, pictures
10—secret medicine: new poem, happiness, wishlist
12—when the nape of your neck just won't let me behave: fiction, bracelet
15—our commander still: good things and bad
19—profession of perversion: sex, lists
project: to speak to the moon
22—heron silhouette: fretting, beauty
25—thanks giving: the list, new poem, depression, and the Vunderkind
27—skyline firedance: a solitary day
29—cast your soul to the sea: new poem, dancing
30—a good riot: disobedience that's in no way civil

 8—but I walk. the missionary way.: Tori, suede, and the unspoken but known
11—kamikaze bicyclist aieeeeee!: old notebooks, cycling to work, and timeslicing
12—a scapegoat falls to climb: lying, new poem
15—October kills: icky girl stuff
18—be drinkable: Rollins and inanimate bungee jump
19—I win, damnit: new pictures, grief
21—there are days I am your twin: trip worry

 1—your princess tendencies: blackberry summer, new bathroom
 2—much like a walk in the light: consistency, hiatus
 9—because I told you so: the whole ball of wax, poem
10—solitude standing: aloneness, baby poem
12—thank you silence: reclamation
13—the flying moments: the is and not the should be
18—photographic evidence: vacation pictures
20—over and around us lies: not soap bubbles but diamonds
28—birthdays: I turn 25, the journal turns 2
29—till her voices are remembered: love is hard, little story

August 1999

 2—troublegestures: the sweet and the salt
 3—roll of thunder: new poems
 8—randomness: almost time for vacation
 9—delicious surprise: poetry, ready to go
16—like a ball of yarn after kittens: it was a trip
19—if I were someone else, would this all fall apart?: new pictures, not much else
21—not while I still need you around: I look like who?
23—on hold: waiting and freedom
26—death by alien abduction: office supplies

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closed volumes: ground zero, endless circle, independently happy

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