archives: independently happy

13 Feb 2003 - the stone at the center of the galaxy
03 Feb 2003 - the flesh and the word
21 Jan 2003 - and what you got instead
13 Jan 2003 - kiss my mouth and taste my tears
05 Jan 2003 - is there a signal here?
28 Dec 2002 - you fly, and the world turns under your feet.
07 Nov 2002 - limited by physics
31 Oct 2002 - original face
28 Oct 2002 - like falling one step at a time
25 Oct 2002 - done
24 Oct 2002 - which you can't reveal to the ears of youth
14 Oct 2002 - this boring disease
12 Oct 2002 - love's the only engine of survival
05 Oct 2002 - chrysalis
30 Sep 2002 - pig box
25 Sep 2002 - an appetite for words
07 Sep 2002 - home is where you keep your servers
03 Sep 2002 - she'd really rather be water instead
24 Aug 2002 - from sound to silence fading
22 Aug 2002 - cold fire
16 Aug 2002 - teeth and other inconveniences
12 Aug 2002 - what friends your monsters made
06 Jul 2002 - the garden of the gods
15 Jun 2002 - dogwood bouquet
10 Jun 2002 - strange little girl
05 Jun 2002 - certamente
02 Jun 2002 - spring stumbling
29 May 2002 - derive joy from diving in
17 May 2002 - in abeyance
07 May 2002 - he loves the sun and the sun loves him
04 May 2002 - without you
01 May 2002 - the great clock of your life is slowing down
30 Apr 2002 - a story about a cat
28 Apr 2002 - quotidian
15 Apr 2002 - it can't rain all the time(*)
11 Apr 2002 - cat washing
04 Apr 2002 - written in the bones
29 Mar 2002 - hello hello hello, are you out there?
23 Mar 2002 - and I love him
11 Mar 2002 - a fragile denial
28 Feb 2002 - a certain kind of attention
27 Feb 2002 - travelogue: Victoria
14 Feb 2002 - for the girl in the corner
13 Feb 2002 - living on the coast
12 Feb 2002 - little lives
06 Feb 2002 - chilled with winter
05 Feb 2002 - queries
26 Jan 2002 - not done dreaming
24 Jan 2002 - sssssh don't wake the Kris
14 Jan 2002 - needs a name that's particular
09 Jan 2002 - biogeek
04 Jan 2002 - pomegranate afternoons
03 Jan 2002 - over the edge
30 Dec 2001 - slip sliding
29 Dec 2001 - tidings of comfort and joy
25 Dec 2001 - Merry something or other!
24 Dec 2001 - more photographic adventures
22 Dec 2001 - new camera goodness
19 Dec 2001 - miswired
17 Dec 2001 - and I always drown
13 Dec 2001 - salt beginnings
12 Dec 2001 - every heartbeat like falling in time
10 Dec 2001 - when two and two are five
06 Dec 2001 - a former beloved
26 Nov 2001 - enough
21 Nov 2001 - my own name, lost
18 Nov 2001 - a product of advanced medical science
15 Nov 2001 - the small frightened voice
09 Nov 2001 - nattering
05 Nov 2001 - the hyacinth wild on my shoulder
30 Oct 2001 - shiny and winged
28 Oct 2001 - 11 things I like about you
27 Oct 2001 - catch-up entry of doom!
16 Oct 2001 - on my plate
07 Oct 2001 - the first thesis
07 Oct 2001 - kevin you remind me
30 Sep 2001 - fireweed honey
29 Sep 2001 - things done
25 Sep 2001 - three cubed
21 Sep 2001 - rising calendar
20 Sep 2001 - and I won't come out for days and days
19 Sep 2001 - one bucketful at a time
18 Sep 2001 - a necessary journey
14 Sep 2001 - a long sweep of nothing
14 Sep 2001 - doing my duty
10 Sep 2001 - in motion
06 Sep 2001 - feathered fall
05 Sep 2001 - love to eat little zerglings
31 Aug 2001 - when it ends
29 Aug 2001 - threat or promise?
09 Aug 2001 - everything in green
02 Aug 2001 - big old yay
27 Jul 2001 - settled things
25 Jul 2001 - my name is ariel
23 Jul 2001 - precautionary
18 Jul 2001 - scattered
14 Jul 2001 - wild when the waves start to break
11 Jul 2001 - breathe
09 Jul 2001 - sleepwalker, part 2
05 Jul 2001 - sleepwalker
04 Jul 2001 - take this waltz
02 Jul 2001 - everybody knows
27 Jun 2001 - what is hidden
17 Jun 2001 - it's a cold and it's a broken hallelujah
11 Jun 2001 - while you were looking the other way
08 Jun 2001 - tell me something dangerous and true
07 Jun 2001 - ...but you can't stay here
30 May 2001 - little black raincloud
23 May 2001 - conversations with my muse
18 May 2001 - what is discovered
14 May 2001 - break it down again
10 May 2001 - in the static
29 Apr 2001 - she lives
04 Apr 2001 - unwriting the book of myths
28 Mar 2001 - all but her smile
22 Mar 2001 - two for joy
20 Mar 2001 - leaving home
16 Mar 2001 - memory pilgrimage
14 Mar 2001 - warm asylum
02 Mar 2001 - rumblings
26 Feb 2001 - foot, ow
16 Feb 2001 - habitual whirlpools
12 Feb 2001 - 28 impossible things
08 Feb 2001 - garden dreams
06 Feb 2001 - spring, approaching
30 Jan 2001 - crowded dreams
24 Jan 2001 - the serape of happiness
21 Jan 2001 - absences
16 Jan 2001 - you want to go forever
08 Jan 2001 - life triage
04 Jan 2001 - opened to me
01 Jan 2001 - elephants all the way down
31 Dec 2000 - end of the century
28 Dec 2000 - what it means to be free
24 Dec 2000 - no bloodshed
18 Dec 2000 - the only music is time
17 Dec 2000 - a place in the heavens
15 Dec 2000 - body and/or soul
12 Dec 2000 - my nixie gown
11 Dec 2000 - the anger resides
10 Dec 2000 - never run from anything immortal
08 Dec 2000 - Kris-mas!
26 Nov 2000 - hiatus is a pretty word
22 Nov 2000 - I get knocked down, but I get up again...
19 Nov 2000 - sticks and rocks and stars
17 Nov 2000 - full of sunset
14 Nov 2000 - wings!
10 Nov 2000 - downswing
08 Nov 2000 - catsplosion
06 Nov 2000 - stump speech
03 Nov 2000 - a death in the family
03 Nov 2000 - a perfectness inside you
27 Oct 2000 - the small clocks run wild
25 Oct 2000 - devil babe
23 Oct 2000 - holding the line
20 Oct 2000 - novena
18 Oct 2000 - hormone monster
13 Oct 2000 - shelves that need cleaning from basement to ceiling
12 Oct 2000 - the smell of snow
11 Oct 2000 - the molecat mambo
10 Oct 2000 - playing to the firmament
09 Oct 2000 - the screen doors of discretion
06 Oct 2000 - kissing is the best part
05 Oct 2000 - difficult faith
04 Oct 2000 - frozen
02 Oct 2000 - automatic steeple
01 Oct 2000 - the fever becomes my home

   September 2000

 6—little delusion: a conversation with the goddess
13—never gets any easier: yay doubt
29—the angel in the house: poem, pride, birthday
   August 2000
 4—little claws inside my head: AGM, dreams
 8—games of order and disorder: weekend, new poem
16—what's it got in its cupboardses?: sick, new job
29–what water forgives: wonder, poem
   July 2000
 3—the miracles of modern medicine: why I hate doctors
 5—the killer:looking a gift bird in the mouth
10—drifting downward: being a puddle
11—black-winged bird: swinging upwards
14—emus carry the sound of distant drums: zoo day, celibacy
17—sonic dildo: I am Jack's Pelvic Ultrasound
26—I am the Luststone: bad lusers, good weekend
28—escape velocity: new poetry!

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open volume:
irresistible force

other closed volumes:
ground zero, velveteen girl, endless circle

so I drive to the edge
of my considerable plain
and I apologize to the people
I've hurt along the way
but I wipe the slate clean
I keep the daydream
and I remain
independently happy

I said i'm finally
happy
happy
I'm independently
I'm independently
happy
I'm happy
I'm independently
I'm independently
happy

"independently happy", Blue October