archives: endless circle

   June 2000
 2—before it gets better: aftermath
 9—underneath my lucid skin: jury duty, distance
14—sink or dive: done, fire
22—I am: statements, work
23—all work and no play: not having any fun?
26—the taste of salmonberries: shyness, weekend
28—can't you see my walls are crumbling?: moments
  May 2000
 2—like the sword that shares my name: baby goats
 3—ears bleeding: why I hate live music
14—open the doors that lead on into Eden: half-deaf
22—no cheap disguise: done moving, looking for lesbians
25—follow the signs marked 'back to the beginning': new eyes, forboding feeling
30—bad brain no biscuit: being Cassandra
  April 2000
 1—a horse that will never tire: an old letter, drunkenness
 3—make me your religion: kildeer
10—tired: house, Vancouver
13—Kinsey 5: Chris, weird story
27—Omnem crede diem tibi diluxisse supremum: house
  March 2000
 1—cuts and dents, they catch the light: Pet, plunged into the past
 3—should have taken the blue pill: a year ago today, new poem
 6—singing the bodies electric (2): talking to myself
 7—earth shattering kaboom: a poem/letter, better things
 9—recreational cleaning: silly entry about a lunchbox
10—vox angelica: the symphony, clothes, beginning of the Vox series
13—cabbage patch toes: the past arising
14—dangerous nostalgia: freakout
15—trust me with a moon: silly pesonality test
17—fallen to earth: fictional story
19—radio silence: hiatus
27—air + water: the two sides
30—let the water hold me down: the rest of the vox series, the week
  February 2000
 1—don't wait up:famous last words
 4—maybe diminished: sex/love, the reason for the name
 5—the shining mountain approaches:sex dream, pretty girl, Oxygen
10—celebrate the contradiction: feeling fear
11—all this light: sick, four years
12—cold hands in the morning: early morning, poem
13—my mouth full of heaven: romance, sick
15—et itur ad astra: the stories of my girlfriends
16—silver streak: grey hair
18—tribes: family
21—exhausted: annoyance
22—played when you died, played Gloria: two minutes, lux aeterna, stuff
24—cake please: really quick update
Project: Iowa
25—sweet bird of prey: morning thoughts, new projects

 

open volume:
irresistible force

closed volumes:
ground zero, velveteen girl, independently happy

at the end of an endless circle
I know what I'm seaching for
somehow, every time that i leave you
I love you even more

"endless circle", November Project